That is how the saying goes isn't it?
Well never fear, on New Year's day evening, the cycle came to an end.
We've had visitors for a couple of days so we had to keep it together, but now that they are gone, it can all fall apart again.
I'm really annoyed this time, pissed off, I feel cheated now. We had a really good Christmas, did everything we should do, we even 'relaxed', and now, still, nothing.
January is bleak at the best of times but it's really not too inviting right now.
I hate using the term 'deserve' but stuff it, we deserve better now.
Twenty two cycles gone, no explanation turned up, nothing found, and not even a sniff of a pregnancy.
It's two months until we can see the specialist about further assistance.
I have no idea how we are supposed to be hopeful or upbeat about the coming two cycles before then, there is nothing that gives us any confidence now that we can do this naturally.
Today, I'm more sour than I imagined possible.